you have no idea how much it sucks for me though.
hate having to go to an all boys school.
hate having to see my stupid boyish face in the mirror.
hate having such short hair (just had it cut yesterday


:cry

hate having this stupid parasite in between my legs.
hate having all this stupid hair grow all over my body.
hate having this stupid dull monotonic voice.
hate having to live as a guy.
hate having to be treated like one.
hate it all!
but well, yea, I try my best not to bother her much but, its really important to me. I sorta wish I could go full time by the time I graduate from sec school.