just got my stuff from the laundry and 2 of my fav work tops are completely destroyed. they had pretty pleats in front, ribbon collar and cut in the way i like. now, the pleats are no more, all is left is flat flat flat, common looking flatness. it's also all crumpled up which shouldn't be cos the material is not easily crumpled due to fact it is not iron-able.
this is the first time my stuff came back destroyed. but once bitten twice shy, no more sending laundry to those folks.
trying so hard to hold back my anger, frustration and tears. the tops are long sold out so no way replace and no point asking the laundry for compensation. now, i'm short of tops for work, which means gotta do emergency shopping. where is the money gonna come from? no fudging idea. damn broke this month and my fudging health is drinking up watever spares there is.
fudge... i'm tired of life without a washing machine. last time, i don't even handwash most of my stuff nor iron them, i had a fudging washing machine and a part-time maid to do ironing for me. and now, my hands are itching and getting drier from washing powder. no point offering to iron my stuff for me, most of my stuff no need ironing anyway. it's the washing bit that is getting to me.
ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY MY LIFE IS SO FUDGED UP?????? WHY MUST THINGS KEEP GOING WRONG!??!!!? I JUST WANT CLEAN UNDESTROYED CLOTHES!!!!!! I JUST WANT TO STOP FALLING ILL!!!!!! I JUST WANT TO STOP ALL THE PAIN!!!!! FUDGE YOU!!! FUDGE YOU FOR TAKING ME FOR GRANTED AND TREATING ME LIKE DIRT!!!! FUDGE YOU FOR BEING A LYING UNFAITHFUL BASKET!!! FUDGE YOU FOR USING ME FOR YOUR OWN SELFISH REASONS AND DESTROYING WATEVER LITTLE SANITY I GOT LEFT!!!!! FUDGE YOU FOR MAKING FEEL IT'S MY FAULT WHEN I HELD BACK MY HURTS JUST BECOS I DIDN'T WANT TO MAKE U SAD!!!!!!!! FUDGE YOU!!!!! FUDGE YOU!!!!!!!!!
okie.. done... for now... btw, those in caps nothing to do with my dar dar.... so don't be mistaken....
