I am not sure why, but i am feeling pretty let down about myself these days
Factors being
Work (performance issues)
Parents (they can't seem to understand what i feel) and they live in another country
Studies (unable to pursue higher education due to work (even part time i am getting screwed due to my shift job)
Scared to take risks by quitting my job and taking up another one which would fit my style and study timing
Alone and i guess i haven't got many people to talk to or relate to
Future is like this... of the above.. i don't know how my 2k job is going to save me
My dream is put to up good music, its the only thing i consider something that can actually make me feel self-worthy
My relationship was pretty one-side, being me doing all of the work and now let down by her because she has "so-so factors" i respect that. Yeah okay
Maybe i don't know its 3:58 am and i should get some sleep and wake up for a better tomorrow
Or should i look for someone who i can talk to?
Or am i just some kinda attention whore looking for attention? hmm
I am not very religious, and i am not sure if i should take up my religion more seriously?
All that i have of myself is writing music...its the only thing i have to cheer me up, i don't think it can feed me, but it can cheer my soul
If you're reading this, thanks... someday i'll sing a song for you
I swear i put an asterix on every sentence, but the final post looks weird
Goodnight..
Ashwin
angel7030
Goodnight and RIP
troublemaker2005
this one got a lot of problem here at AA1 don;t know real or not
LFNY
Originally posted by troublemaker2005:
this one got a lot of problem here at AA1 don;t know real or
not