I am troubled and want a man but have no $$$
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Originally posted by ilovemusic:
Ok, let me just clarify that I CANNOT have a man, lest someone kills him!
I don't understand why you can't have a man... even ugly people have gotten married... even really sick people got married... what exempts you and make you such a special case from being able to have a man unless it's your own decision?The only issue I noticed about you is that you're very paranoid... I have a sense it's schizophrenia...
Anyway, why do you care so much about how the world runs... the fast food is unhealthy and people eat them, so why would it bother you so much? People commit suicide, why suddenly concerns you? You living at Bedok Reservoir?
I think you need a boyfriend to open up your mind and control you. Sgforums alot... you just need to have silk clothing and they will do the rest.
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I am just concerned about the news, that is all.
I am not ill. If I really am ill, how come I can still balance myself and dance really complicated dance steps, you know. And if I am ill, does it come with a loss of energy? I already lost a lot of energy prior to taking medicine, you know. As in I really scored quite well in some NAFTA exercises but then I didn't have the strength to do them anymore while my sit-ups were still ok and decent. I ever got "Bronze" for NAFTA at secondary school, you know.
And how do you explain me being in military band and next, reduced to the state where I sleep so much. I sleep 14 hours per day! I can do salutation to the sun and hold for quite a while, you know. And I'm supposed to have difficulty sleeping.
And here's me sharing more strange news. It was reported in "The Straits Times" that a man wanted to get into medical school who did well in his "A" levels who eventually became mentally deranged. There are more than one such reports.
Do you know what sort of books I am reading in the library or not? I am reading thick books thrown with scientific words, graphs, jargon, mathematical equations as well as graphs. And I am able to understand them. Me with "B"s in "O" level science? I am tempted to make some "top" students read the books I read and see whether they understand and we compare as well as debate.
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And here are some more strange news. It was reported in the "Yahoo News" that an SAF officer, after completing some exercises in America, was suddenly murdered and his family dead.
What is going on? Why does America keep proclaiming it is in debt?
WHERE are quite a few of my acquaintances from school? They are not anywhere.
Are there quite a few Singaporeans dead?
WHAT IS GOING ON?
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TS ever been in a relationship?
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how old r U?
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Originally posted by SBS5010P:
how old r U?
Yes how old r U?
And also tell us how were you when as a teenager?
Because the teenage years are the formative years, therefore (roughty) how you were as a teenager would determine how you would be for the rest of your life.
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Actually I wanted to comment more in this thread because I know some knowledge about developmental stage as a teenager. But.. after some considerations, I think it's best that I don't say it.
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then DH, why u even post the above in the first place?
got thing to say then post if not, dun post at all.. -
Well, I prefer not to reveal too much about myself, so as to maintain my privacy.
As a teenager, I already gave up some of my food sometimes in order to give some money to the poor.
I wrote my story here, hoping somebody can investigate.
I WAS lying in a coma in hospital, you know. WHAT HAPPENED?
Even as I woke up, I found time from my work initially and did a bit of charity and volunteer work.
However, one by one, my family members all fell work and we are saddled with medical bills.
I also do not have the energy to do volunteer work any longer.
I AM FRIGHTENED!
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must have life insurance for yr benefit
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Want to help cull those Noisy Black Birds?
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Originally posted by ilovemusic:
Well, I prefer not to reveal too much about myself, so as to maintain my privacy.
As a teenager, I already gave up some of my food sometimes in order to give some money to the poor.
I wrote my story here, hoping somebody can investigate.
I WAS lying in a coma in hospital, you know. WHAT HAPPENED?
Even as I woke up, I found time from my work initially and did a bit of charity and volunteer work.
However, one by one, my family members all fell work and we are saddled with medical bills.
I also do not have the energy to do volunteer work any longer.
I AM FRIGHTENED!
You are troubled, want a man but have no confidence.
You are nearing your "use by date". You are afraid of being left on the shelf, while most of your peers are already married, with children.
It is slowly dawning on you that your future is uncertain, unsecure, and you don't know where you are headed. The simple remedy is just make sure you have a plan for the future.
The doctors at the hospital should have explained your coma to you. Now you are just making use of it to indulge in your paranoia.
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Bedok reservoir?? anyone?
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You are troubled, and sound incoherent. I know you want to find and outlet to all the troubles and want people to feel for you (if this is not a joke, but just in case this is real I can give you some tips and advice). This is your life, You are the only person who can help yourself. So buck up and stay strong.
Now first and foremost, You said you don't like kids and you are still a tutor.
I would recommend you to quit your job as a tutor as your dislike for kids will not make you a good tutor. A good tutor must be bubbly and be firm when necessary, and must be loving and understanding to the kids. Also He/She must be confident and be a person of good morals as they will be the modals of the students they teach!If your student's parents cancel on you when you are already on the way, you can tell them and request them to pay for your travelling fees (to and from).
Also, the past is already the past. Whether anyone did really poison you or not, it is already the history.Do you still want your past to haunt you and deny you the right for you to enjoy your life to the fullest? You have already spend the first few decades of your life feeling sorry for yourself and lamenting that why everything dont goes your way, why not you wake up from all this an enjoy your life with a fresh start? No one will have any reason to harm you delibrately and if there is find the reason why and confront the person.
Also, Why bother about not being able to get a man (boyfriend). You can be happy even when you are single as you can have your family and friends around you ! I know of people who are middle age/ elderly and single and are happy and successful in their life.
If you are feeling really low and down, go talk and catch up with your real life family and friends! Have fun! Eat good food!
It is much better than coming on a forum and talk endless on negative stuff right? You can also call counselling hotlines from these sites: http://www.aware.org.sg/support-services/counselling/, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Samaritans_of_Singapore. They will give you plently of ideas to cope with your life and encourage you along.
So Cheerup and think yourself as a normal, healthy person. And you will be. Trust me.
I have been through that. I can tell you my whole story if you like to. -
Originally posted by angel7030:
Bedok reservoir?? anyone?
Jump together!
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Life is precious.
Imagine the dreadful way you will look like if you commit sucide.Totally yucky and ugly.
If you jump from high rise building, your head will hit the ground and explode,
like egg drop onto the ground. Totally painful moment and will regret for one long second but too late.
If you try drowning yourself, you will feel yourself suffocating and you will struggle in vain when you regret it, But too late, you will die. And your body will be eaten by fishes, and have lots of maggots gnawing on every part of your body, by the time you are found you are swollen, maggoty and maybe disfigured and clothless!You name it, I can descript the pain and the outcome. Anyway, it will be a gruesome and i think if you know, you will never attempt sucide.
You are not losing as you are still alive, and there is still chances.
If this is a drama, and they end it now(like you plan to end it), you will be portray as a useless person,
But this is not a drama, you life don't stop now, and thus, you have the time, the chances to redeem yourself.Choose. Live as a useless person or get a chances to redeem yourself and live with happiness and be a useful person.
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Originally posted by AhgurL:
Life is precious.
Imagine the dreadful way you will look like if you commit sucide.Totally yucky and ugly.
If you jump from high rise building, your head will hit the ground and explode,
like egg drop onto the ground. Totally painful moment and will regret for one long second but too late.
If you try drowning yourself, you will feel yourself suffocating and you will struggle in vain when you regret it, But too late, you will die. And your body will be eaten by fishes, and have lots of maggots gnawing on every part of your body, by the time you are found you are swollen, maggoty and maybe disfigured and clothless!You name it, I can descript the pain and the outcome. Anyway, it will be a gruesome and i think if you know, you will never attempt sucide. For your info, i have already tone down the gross factor. Why don't you go ask those who work mortuary or those police in charge of these cases how exactly they look like after those people commit sucide? You will vomit and be totally freak out.
You are not losing as you are still alive, and there is still chances.
If this is a drama, and they end it now(like you plan to end it), you will be portray as a useless person,
But this is not a drama, you life don't stop now, and thus, you have the time, the chances to redeem yourself.Choose. Live as a useless person or get a chances to redeem yourself and live with happiness and be a useful person.
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Originally posted by AhgurL:
Life is precious.
Imagine the dreadful way you will look like if you commit sucide.Totally yucky and ugly.
If you jump from high rise building, your head will hit the ground and explode,
like egg drop onto the ground. Totally painful moment and will regret for one long second but too late.
If you try drowning yourself, you will feel yourself suffocating and you will struggle in vain when you regret it, But too late, you will die. And your body will be eaten by fishes, and have lots of maggots gnawing on every part of your body, by the time you are found you are swollen, maggoty and maybe disfigured and clothless!You name it, I can descript the pain and the outcome. Anyway, it will be a gruesome and i think if you know, you will never attempt sucide.
You are not losing as you are still alive, and there is still chances.
If this is a drama, and they end it now(like you plan to end it), you will be portray as a useless person,
But this is not a drama, you life don't stop now, and thus, you have the time, the chances to redeem yourself.Choose. Live as a useless person or get a chances to redeem yourself and live with happiness and be a useful person.
actually, there's one painless way, many famous people did this, they overdose on sleeping pills
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Originally posted by Summer hill:
actually, there's one painless way, many famous people did this, they overdose on sleeping pills
don't mislead people... that's not painless... -
Overdoze of pills is the slowest.
You will feel like vomiting, you will hallucinate and feel like all devils are after you.
You whole body will have spasm. And it will hurt more and more until you finally die. You might even call police yourself to rescue yourself. By the time they reached, you are dead!
By the time you are found. Your whole room will be in a mess from your struggling. You will be covered in your own vomit and urine and poo as when one died all your excrete will be released in one go. You will look from black to purple. Totally unglam.
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TS watch this
http://www.rickey.org/armless-pianist-wins-chinas-got-talent-2010/
"�一个人都�为自己的梦想负责"
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Originally posted by AhgurL:
Overdoze of pills is the slowest.
You will feel like vomiting, you will hallucinate and feel like all devils are after you.
You whole body will have spasm. And it will hurt more and more until you finally die. You might even call police yourself to rescue yourself. By the time they reached, you are dead!
By the time you are found. Your whole room will be in a mess from your struggling. You will be covered in your own vomit and urine and poo as when one died all your excrete will be released in one go. You will look from black to purple. Totally unglam.
not providing any sucide tips to anyone having sucidal thoughts, just trying to challenge ah gurl, you can take a sleeping pill, go to an enclosed room and burn a charcoal, die no pain
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Sleeping pill you will ofcourse sleep, even if you want to wake up you cant wake up.
Very deep sleep indeed. When you die, you will ofcourse still look like you over dose on medication even if it is sleeping pill. You think overdozage on sleeping pill really like sleeping meh? Already say le. Not sleeping, is dying.
Burn charcoal the charcoal produce carbon dioxide, monoxide, and lots of smoke.
Imagine breathing smoke and suffocating while you sleep and die. All smoke, die also not easy sia.
Aiya the best is to be alive and take your future and life in your own hands and NOT putting it in the hands of death in which the outcome is obvious - Game Over. -
*facepalm at this thread*
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you dont need a man, you need love...love from all corners to guide you back to reality. If all this love is not what you looking for, go SUCK EGGS