Contradictory feelings for a girl
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Hi! Some of you may recognize me from my previous post.(http://sgforums.com/forums/12/topics/443577) Well, its regarding the same lady. I don't know why but I've been feeling confused and even vexed about my feelings for her. I like her a lot but for unknown reasons I'm pulling back from knowing her. When I see her, my heart races. No matter what I'm doing, she'd creep into my mind. I know it sounds scary but yeah, I admit it. The feeling to know her gets so overwhelmingly strong but at the same time, something keeps me rooted just as much. I know its not fear that is holding me back. I've been trying to figure out exactly what it is but to no avail. Its really frustrating because I don't know what it is and I don't know what to do as well. After pondering over for some time, I came up with a few possible reasons. 1. Afraid that I'll scare her and make things awfully awkward. 2. Maybe I'm subconciously thinking that she's too good for me. 3. We're people of different personality (she's the smiley, friendly and sociable type while I'm quiet and introverted). 4. I'm scared of being disappointed (eg. She's attached / we'll never work out / etc. etc.) Somehow, I don't quite feel that any of the afore mentioned reasons hit the spot.They're possible reasons but even if they're true, they're only partially contributing points. I still feel there's something else that is mainly causing this confusion in me. Hopefully, someone here can enlighten me. Its really affecting my mood, :(. Thank you for your attention. All serious replies will be very much appreciated, :).
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