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hi i have been feeling lost for almost a month and barely clinging onto life the story began few years ago when i started dating a lady much older than me. it was more than a relationship but a connection. we were very happy for several months until i thought that i should find someone closer to my age. guess i gave her cold shoulders and became temperamental and took her for granted. she was hurt. i even left her for a brief period when i fell for another girl. she begged me. but i guess when i was not the one hurt i didn't know. thinking back, i don't know what was i thinking. my relationship with the girl didn't last and i went back to the lady of my life who was always there for me. still, i wasn't sure and focused on my work. a few times i made her upset by not showing enough care for her. although i don't show it, i always hold her dearly in my heart, always thinking of her..i was beginning to see things in a different light. at the same time, there are a few suitors around her and a mistake i made caused one of them to start going out w her and she fell for him. i broke up with her, thinking i could let it go since it was i who didn't treasure her. but i never got over it, constantly overwhelmed by guilt and regret. i am going thru what she went thru and more when i left her. a realisation struck me that i have lost in fact more than a girlfren, she was a companion, one whom no one can replace, one whom i can never love more deeply. i want her back so much..
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Originally posted by soRegs:
hi i have been feeling lost for almost a month and barely clinging onto life
the story began few years ago when i started dating a lady much older than me. it was more than a relationship but a connection. we were very happy for several months until i thought that i should find someone closer to my age. guess i gave her cold shoulders and became temperamental and took her for granted. she was hurt. i even left her for a brief period when i fell for another girl. she begged me. but i guess when i was not the one hurt i didn’t know. thinking back, i don’t know what was i thinking.
my relationship with the girl didn’t last and i went back to the lady of my life who was always there for me. still, i wasn’t sure and focused on my work. a few times i made her upset by not showing enough care for her. although i don’t show it, i always hold her dearly in my heart, always thinking of her..i was beginning to see things in a different light. at the same time, there are a few suitors around her and a mistake i made caused one of them to start going out w her and she fell for him. i broke up with her, thinking i could let it go since it was i who didn’t treasure her. but i never got over it, constantly overwhelmed by guilt and regret. i am going thru what she went thru and more when i left her. a realisation struck me that i have lost in fact more than a girlfren, she was a companion, one whom no one can replace, one whom i can never love more deeply. i want her back so much..
Couldnt get the big fish and going for the small fish now? Think about where you would be if your relationship lasted with the girl, you wouldnt even give a flying fuck about your older lady.
Get over it, noob, you deserved it.
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~ditto~
You don't have her thats why you pining for her.
When you have her, you chuck her aside.
You must have done that to the younger girl too.
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by older you mean??? 10 years apart? nowadays its normal for the age gap to be 10years. anyway.. once you let go of her you're never gonna get her back, she's not gonna beg twice.
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To lose someone and to realise how much you needed them is part of life's lesson. Just move foward and don't look back. You will find someone you love more in later part of life. Don't be selfish to hold on to them, don't be sad to let them go. Be a bigger man!! You can do it!
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Originally posted by GloomyCat:
To lose someone and to realise how much you needed them is part of life's lesson. Just move foward and don't look back. You will find someone you love more in later part of life. Don't be selfish to hold on to them, don't be sad to let them go. Be a bigger man!! You can do it!
Ya, just make sure the part that need to be bigger gets bigger, not everywhere also get bigger, then end up tummy big big...yakkkk...men! -
Originally posted by soRegs:
hi i have been feeling lost for almost a month and barely clinging onto life
the story began few years ago when i started dating a lady much older than me. it was more than a relationship but a connection. we were very happy for several months until i thought that i should find someone closer to my age. guess i gave her cold shoulders and became temperamental and took her for granted. she was hurt. i even left her for a brief period when i fell for another girl. she begged me. but i guess when i was not the one hurt i didn’t know. thinking back, i don’t know what was i thinking.
my relationship with the girl didn’t last and i went back to the lady of my life who was always there for me. still, i wasn’t sure and focused on my work. a few times i made her upset by not showing enough care for her. although i don’t show it, i always hold her dearly in my heart, always thinking of her..i was beginning to see things in a different light. at the same time, there are a few suitors around her and a mistake i made caused one of them to start going out w her and she fell for him. i broke up with her, thinking i could let it go since it was i who didn’t treasure her. but i never got over it, constantly overwhelmed by guilt and regret. i am going thru what she went thru and more when i left her. a realisation struck me that i have lost in fact more than a girlfren, she was a companion, one whom no one can replace, one whom i can never love more deeply. i want her back so much..
So sad, it can be a good script for Medicorp soap drama tho, but yo, life goes on, why not if free drop by my pub and I can recommend you some gals whom can be 20 years old than you, if you like older ones -
1 word to ts; u very selfish.
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2nd sentence to ts, u very sell fish, should be a fishmonger
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Originally posted by soRegs:
hi i have been feeling lost for almost a month and barely clinging onto life
the story began few years ago when i started dating a lady much older than me. it was more than a relationship but a connection. we were very happy for several months until i thought that i should find someone closer to my age. guess i gave her cold shoulders and became temperamental and took her for granted. she was hurt. i even left her for a brief period when i fell for another girl. she begged me. but i guess when i was not the one hurt i didn’t know. thinking back, i don’t know what was i thinking.
my relationship with the girl didn’t last and i went back to the lady of my life who was always there for me. still, i wasn’t sure and focused on my work. a few times i made her upset by not showing enough care for her. although i don’t show it, i always hold her dearly in my heart, always thinking of her..i was beginning to see things in a different light. at the same time, there are a few suitors around her and a mistake i made caused one of them to start going out w her and she fell for him. i broke up with her, thinking i could let it go since it was i who didn’t treasure her. but i never got over it, constantly overwhelmed by guilt and regret. i am going thru what she went thru and more when i left her. a realisation struck me that i have lost in fact more than a girlfren, she was a companion, one whom no one can replace, one whom i can never love more deeply. i want her back so much..
Move on la. U watch too many movies la. I think u shld not get emo over tis. Once u made yer decision, neva look back. Anyway she is only yer former female companion - not yer family, not yer wife, not yer children - so wat family bond u have wif her? Wat done is done. Dun cry over spilled milk. We Sg guys pride wif our ability to solve problems not fill ourselves wif regret. -
Originally posted by soRegs:
hi i have been feeling lost for almost a month and barely clinging onto life
the story began few years ago when i started dating a lady much older than me. it was more than a relationship but a connection. we were very happy for several months until i thought that i should find someone closer to my age. guess i gave her cold shoulders and became temperamental and took her for granted. she was hurt. i even left her for a brief period when i fell for another girl. she begged me. but i guess when i was not the one hurt i didn’t know. thinking back, i don’t know what was i thinking.
my relationship with the girl didn’t last and i went back to the lady of my life who was always there for me. still, i wasn’t sure and focused on my work. a few times i made her upset by not showing enough care for her. although i don’t show it, i always hold her dearly in my heart, always thinking of her..i was beginning to see things in a different light. at the same time, there are a few suitors around her and a mistake i made caused one of them to start going out w her and she fell for him. i broke up with her, thinking i could let it go since it was i who didn’t treasure her. but i never got over it, constantly overwhelmed by guilt and regret. i am going thru what she went thru and more when i left her. a realisation struck me that i have lost in fact more than a girlfren, she was a companion, one whom no one can replace, one whom i can never love more deeply. i want her back so much..
I am not going to say whether you deserve this or not, since everyone here can see that for themselves.
What I will say is that you should stop looking at the past and start thinking about what to do next. You can't change the past, but you can still move forward in whichever direction you choose to.
Get involve in something else, be it gaming or whatsoever, but please do not randomly get another girl just to soften that pain.
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Originally posted by soRegs:
hi i have been feeling lost for almost a month and barely clinging onto life
the story began few years ago when i started dating a lady much older than me. it was more than a relationship but a connection. we were very happy for several months until i thought that i should find someone closer to my age. guess i gave her cold shoulders and became temperamental and took her for granted. she was hurt. i even left her for a brief period when i fell for another girl. she begged me. but i guess when i was not the one hurt i didn’t know. thinking back, i don’t know what was i thinking.
my relationship with the girl didn’t last and i went back to the lady of my life who was always there for me. still, i wasn’t sure and focused on my work. a few times i made her upset by not showing enough care for her. although i don’t show it, i always hold her dearly in my heart, always thinking of her..i was beginning to see things in a different light. at the same time, there are a few suitors around her and a mistake i made caused one of them to start going out w her and she fell for him. i broke up with her, thinking i could let it go since it was i who didn’t treasure her. but i never got over it, constantly overwhelmed by guilt and regret. i am going thru what she went thru and more when i left her. a realisation struck me that i have lost in fact more than a girlfren, she was a companion, one whom no one can replace, one whom i can never love more deeply. i want her back so much..
my caps lock also spoil.
i want my caps lock back so much.
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Everything happens for a reason... ... ...
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oh, it is so, then why am I not LKY daughter?
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thanks for all comments
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thanks for all comments
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Originally posted by soRegs:
thanks for all comments
it show coming, get a new keyboard with good shift keys and caps lock.