True Story: Caffeine over Porn!
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well the budget 2011 announced showed that PAP give back to its people.
Poor or rich can also get cash. Equality.
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Hi Ockz, I suggest that if you want to kick your unhealthy habit, all you have to do is just subscribe cable TV like starhub especially on Education or Movie channel, I guarantee that television programme would be your "addition", but in term of education programme alone, at least you will learn sometimes, if your company is starhub corporate customer, I presumed 3 channel each month will only cost about $19. Just subscrible and you will know what I mean :D
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Day 3:
Drank another cup of coffee. Hot one this time. Focused on working and talking to surrounding people. Was active the whole day. Didn't gave myself a single moment to relax. Totally shagged now. Going to play some games.
One lesson learnt today:
If you are busy, porn seems like the last thing in your head.
Thanks for all the support dudess.
And how come got talent time show and singapore situation stuffs one. HAHAHA
Warmly,
Ockz
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Day 4:
Sipping on a cup of great-tasting coffee while writing this out.
The temptations are around again. It's twisting my guts. It's saying, watch porn and get high! Feel alive! Do it! Do it! F*CK!
But I managed to get through last night. Barely.
Some benefits I observed from myself since I started quitting porn:
1. I feel more cheerful everyday
2. I talk more in conversations
3. I laugh more
4. I appreciate girls for their beauty instead of constantly thinking about sex.
5. I realize I'm becoming a caffeine addict XD HAH!
More updates to come.
Would really appreciate encouragement from you :)
ALL THE WAY!
Ockz
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You've certainly chosen the lesser of two evils :)
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Day 5:
Coffeeeeeee~ Alright! :D Hmmm... Hmmmm... It's really a different lifestyle. The way I think, the way I talk to girls, the way I live my life, it's a radical change from the my previous self.
I could get used to this :)
Anyone's for a cup of Coffee?
Ockz
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wa, u ish the got a lot of very free time hor, still can get addicted in porn hor..
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Originally posted by Ockz:
Day 4:
Sipping on a cup of great-tasting coffee while writing this out.
The temptations are around again. It's twisting my guts. It's saying, watch porn and get high! Feel alive! Do it! Do it! F*CK!
But I managed to get through last night. Barely.
Some benefits I observed from myself since I started quitting porn:
1. I feel more cheerful everyday
2. I talk more in conversations
3. I laugh more
4. I appreciate girls for their beauty instead of constantly thinking about sex.
5. I realize I'm becoming a caffeine addict XD HAH!
More updates to come.
Would really appreciate encouragement from you :)
ALL THE WAY!
Ockz
Day 5...Porn, Porn, the best of Porn...!! -
???i suggest u go become robocop...dun need porn no more!damn weak sporeans!!!hey if i were u and dun want porn....its best u have your balls removed surgically at most hospitals.one of my cat had his balls removed..he is fine and still as normal as ever.
but if a guy still has his balls and tries to avoid porn....then u will lose.....
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REMOVE YOUR BALLS AT NEAREST HOSPITAL!
THATS THE ONLY WAY!
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How about doing some exercise too?
Time to move on to a healthier lifestyle :)
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HOw?did u book yer appointment with the hospital yet?make a call ask them if they can somehow remve your balls.
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Originally posted by eagle:
How about doing some exercise too?
Time to move on to a healthier lifestyle :)
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Originally posted by Hitman 2010:
HOw?did u book yer appointment with the hospital yet?make a call ask them if they can somehow remve your balls.
can donate those Bxlls to ah peks, ah peks will be very happy -
Originally posted by Ockz:
I have a confession to make.
I literally destroyed half of my life, in fact, more than that due to a porn addiction. I threw away friendships, scared away most of my lady friends, didn't have much group outing experiences, emo-ed most of the time, skipped on work duties, late for important things, and much, much more.
Porn destroyed my morals and the true concept of reality. When I finally got my first girlfriend, I thought I could move on with the power of love. But I had such an over-idealistic thought of relying on her that whenever she did not give me her time I'd drop back into porn. I couldn't confide in guyfriends because if they shared it out with those in my clique, i'm a gonner. I couldn't confide in my galfriends because they would think I'm digusting. I tried sharing it with my family, and it was bad, internal gossip and my female cousins staying away from me was the conclusion. I could not rely on anyone.
I realize today, right now, that, IF I DON'T RELY ON MYSELF TO GET OUT OF THIS SHIT HOLE, I WILL NEVER EVER GET OUT OF THIS PORN ADDICTION.
From now till June, when I move on to another step of my life, I will update this thread on my progess.
I promise myself, that each day I managed to avoid watching porn, I will reward myself with a delicious drink, like a dark mocha ice blended at Starbucks, or Black Forest @ Coffee Bean, or even a strong brew @ TCC. Yes, I'm going to turn into a caffeine addict, BUT, it's still a much better addiction than PORN, which will continually ruin my life if I CONTINUE ON THIS WAY.
I need your support. I need your encouragement. I need your motivation. Please. Help me get through this phase of life with your kind words. Thanks.
Sincerely,
Ockz
I LET TS KNOW A SECRET LA. PAP HAS A SECRET PROJECT WHEREBY THEY CREATED A MONSTER CALLED LITTLEMISSBONKERS TO DESTROY THE SINGAPOREAN RACE SO TAT THE COUNTRY WILL BE INVADED BY IMMIGRANTS. THE PROJECT IS TO CREATE A NEUTERED MONSTER SO TAT IT CAN RAPE YOUNG SG MEN N CAUSE THE FERTILITY LEVELS TO DROP SO TAT BIRTH RATES CAN FALL.TIS IS A STORY I OBTAIN FROM AROMANISTA. GOOD SOURCE.
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Originally posted by angel7030:
can donate those Bxlls to ah peks, ah peks will be very happy
ANGEL ANGEL, U CANOT BE A FULL FLEDGE TRANNIE, AND WIN THE CROSS DRESSING AWARD IF YOU STILL GOT THOSE TWO BALLS HANGING. -
Quitting Porn is not about avoiding sexual intimacy :)
Quitting porn is throwing away the false notions and focusing on getting the real thing done :)
I rather have real sex with a real lady, then to stay at home, pretending that I'm having sex with a fake lady.
Like any other guys, I'm easily tempted and swayed when a hot nude lady appears on the screen.
But hey, that's just an image coming from an electronic product. Can you touch it? Can you love it? Can you have actual memories of it? I don't know. If it does, it's not working for me that well. :/
So dude. It's not about cutting off your balls. LOL. It's about facing reality and to work for the real thing. Watching Porn and Masturbating is simply an easy way out to short-term pleasure. Go get the real thing.
And I'm working on it.
And Angel, wanna go grab a drink tonight? Yes, literally purchasing a drink at a bar which my friends are performing tonight and chilling out there. Hear from you soon :)
Ockz
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haha..so now u become, true story, sex over caffeine?
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@BotaHead: Why not? XD Hahaha, it'll be: "True Story: Overcoming Porn with Real Sex"
Hahaha
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Hey how many days already ? Where is the daily update ?
So did you have a relapse ?
What happened ?
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Originally posted by Julian.khor:
ANGEL ANGEL, U CANOT BE A FULL FLEDGE TRANNIE, AND WIN THE CROSS DRESSING AWARD IF YOU STILL GOT THOSE TWO BALLS HANGING.
Balls, oh, i dun go to those balls, those are for oldies with low cut dress. -
Originally posted by Veggie Bao:
Hey how many days already ? Where is the daily update ?
So did you have a relapse ?
What happened ?
Dun disturb TS when he is surfing porn ya. First warning. -
Alright here's an update :)
As you guys might have expected, I caved in to temptations on Monday (20th) and watched porn :)
I reviewed the steps I've taken, and realize that the only reason why I actually did that on Monday because it was my off day and I spent it at home lazing around. By lazing around, my thoughts are allowed to wander about and thus, went back to the chain cycle.
Good news is, I restarted my campaign on Tuesday, and still staying strong till today :)
Corrective action taken this time:
1. Started taking up practical driving lessons on Mondays to keep me occupied
2. Started jio-ing girls in my life so I can have the real thing instead of fantasy :)
Going off to a birthday party tonight, invited by a girl, feels weird but its cool I guess :) Benefits of staying off porn? You get more life ;)
Angel, if I managed to stay off for a fortnight, you treat me watch movie steady? XD
Warmly,
Ockzzzzzzzz
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To TS.
Starting a blog is easy. It can earn you money. Your tussle against your wanking desires may also land you a contract to write your experience and share how you fight again the masturbation demons.
It can even help you again as you will be busy trying to improve the design of your blog instead of using your hands.
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Relapse is ok....
But keep a daily journal....
If you relapse its ok to write it and admit it.......
So if you wish, please keep update this thread with your daily journal...