~ 2505 -happy birthday my dear ~
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dawn, happy birthday to you.
perhaps after work today u would recieve the birthday card i sent to you.hope u dun mind the untidiness. i made the card myself and hope u'll like it.
i have actually recorded a cassette tape which i wanted to sent to you too. it contains words that i have long wanted to tell you, to let you know. but after i recorded it, i knew it would make you unhappy to hear it. so i kept it away. i didn't sent it out. but i know it's better that i keep a distance from you. for i dun want you to be unhappy again.
i've heard from friend that you are doing fine these days and although i felt very hurt but at the same time, i am very glad you doing fine.
i guess i wasn't the right one for you.
i must had given you tremendous pressure back then.
i was so insecure of myself. yet i made it seems like you were the reason of my insecureness. i'm very sorry dear. perhaps i shouldn't even call you that anymore.
on your birthday today, i want to wish you all the best and give me some time. give me time to disappear from your life. dawn, i love you and i believe u have made the right choice. all the best.
love always,
hong
25th may 2004 -
dat's a very sweet gesture dude ..... i hope she likes the card too for wat it's worth to you ....
take care ......
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duno if your beloved will feel
or 
seeing the bday card you've took effort to make for her...
But 1 thing for sure....is that she will APPRECIATE your lovely thgt!
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u might have recieved the card i sent you by now.
perhaps u might be celebrating ur birthday now.
dawn, happy birthday and may all ur wishes come true.
love always,
hong
25th may 2004 -
26th may 2004
i was caught off guard today by my mum.
i was looking for something to eat in the fridge when she came over and ask me.
'was yesterday dawn's birthday?'
i was totally caught off guard.
'Ah.' was the onli sound i could make.
my mum, although she never said anything much after my relationship with dawn ended, she still buys yakult frequently even thou it take quite a while to finish them all.
she never said but i know she is buying them for dawn.
hoping that one day she would come back and finish them .
but i disappointed my mum . sorry mum, but dawn deserves someone better.
love always,
hong
26th may 2004