~ i love you dawn ~
-
I Can't Live If Living Is Without You
Mariah Carey
No, I canÂ’t forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess thatÂ’s just the way this story goes,
You always smile....
But in you eyes your sorrow shows
Yes it shows
No I canÂ’t forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrows
When I had you there but then I let you go
And now itÂ’s only fair that I should let you know
What you should know
I cant live
If living is without you
I canÂ’t live
I canÂ’t give anymore
CanÂ’t live
If living is without you
canÂ’t give,
I canÂ’t give anymore
Well, I canÂ’t forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess thatÂ’s just the way this story goes,
You always smile
But in you eyes your sorrow shows
Yes it shows
canÂ’t live
If living is without you
I canÂ’t live
I canÂ’t give anymore
CanÂ’t live
If living is without you
I canÂ’t live,
I canÂ’t give anymore
Ohhhhhh(No canÂ’t live)
No no no (No I canÂ’t live)
I canÂ’t live (No canÂ’t live)
If living is without (No I canÂ’t live)
I canÂ’t live (No canÂ’t live)
I canÂ’t give anymore (No I canÂ’t live) -
there's so much i want to tell you.
but i know, you'll live a happier life without me.
i dun know when i started it. i've been recording down what i wanted to tell you in tapes. many times i have gone as far as going doen to the post office, wanting to post it to you. but each and everytime, i chicken out. i know u would be unhappy if you hear from me and that's wat i dun want to see happening.
i'm really glad you are getting along very well.
if ur wound still hurts, remember to make an appointment with the doctor. dun keep drinkin cold drinks , makes ur gastric worst.
anytime you need nanny hong, u'll know where to look for me.
love always
hong -
wo hui song ni hong se mei gui
ni bie na yi shen yan lei xiang dui
wei lai de ri zhi you ni cai mei
meng cai hui zhen yi dian.
wo xue zhe zai ni ai li chen zhui
ni shuo hu zhe wo chuan guo hei ye
wo yuan yi zhe tiao qing lu xiang shuo xiang shui
dawn, ni zhui zhen gui
love always,
feng -
~ Yue Ding ~
Yuan chu de zhong sheng hui dang zai yu li
Wo meng zai wu yan di xia qian shuo ting
Huan xiang jiao tang li tuo na chang hun li
Shi wei zhu fu wo liang er ju xing
Yi luo cong ni ning zhuo dao liao mei jing
Xi guan zai bi chi yan zhong zhao yong qi
Lei dao wu li zhong hui xiang wen ni
Cai neng wang le qing luo jian xin
Ni wo yue ding nan guo de wang shi bu xu ti
Ye ta yin yong yuan duo bu ran dui fang dan xin
Yao zhuo ge kai le de zhi ji zhao gu zhi ji
Jiu suan mo tian yi ge ren gu ji
Ni wo yue ding yi zhen chao heng kuai yao han ting
Ye suo hao mei you mi mi bi chi hen tuo ming
Wo hui hao hao de ai ni sha sha ai ni
Bu qu ji jiao gong ping bu gong ping
i still remember how she used to tell me the phrase from this song whenever we quarrel.
Ni wo yue ding yi zhen chao heng kuai yao han ting
Ye suo hao mei you mi mi bi chi hen tuo ming
Wo hui hao hao de ai ni sha sha ai ni
Bu qu ji jiao gong ping bu gong ping
dawn, i still love you.
love always,
feng -
Are you alright, I miss you tonight
Zhen xin wu nai duo xin dou wei le ai
Wo zuo zai zhe, sha sha de fa dai
Wo ren yi lai, ni chun chun de ai
Oh oh oh
Wo xin hai zai, ai ni de ren hai zai
Ku ku deng, xiang ku ku bu chu lai
Wu xin shan hai, ni yin gai ming bai
Ai tai duo kong shu, shou shan rong yi
Hu xin hu ai cai shi wei yi oh oh oh
Dui ni de fu chu dou fang zai xin li
Wo shi zhong zhe yang zhen xi
Wo zhen meh hui wang ji nono
Feel so sorry, baby IÂ’m so sorry
I never meant, I never meant to hurt you
Wu xin shan hai, ni yin gai ming bai
Oh oh feel so lonely, baby IÂ’m so lonely
Do you know, I need you to come back
Are you alright? Qing kuai dian hui lai
~ dawn, IÂ’ve never meant to hurt you.
I still love you dearÂ… ~
zhen xin ren zai, yu ni yong bu fei kai
zhe yi sheng, zhi yuan he ni xiang ai
yu ni tong zai, zhi wei ni deng dai
wuuuuÂ…. Ai shi chun zhen, ai shi wu heng
bu zai hu zhen meh hui tong kuo wan fen
wo zhen de tai ben, bu dong xin teng
baby please come back, oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah -
Is Dawn your ex?
-
i received a call from her jus now.
i was totally caught off guard by that call. i didn't think she would call. although it was concerning something else, i was very happy to have heard ur voice and know that u're getting along fine.
i'm so happy!!!!
or am i?
if i'm really happy why does my tears fall from my eyes.
if i'm happy , why does my heart feel so much hurt and pain.
"feng, u deserved it."
dear lord, no matter if the path in front of me is happy or sad, if she's not by my side, i find no meaning of me continuing. u have given to me a choice. i've chosen and the consquence is my life.
but why, my lord, must you give me such a long journey to meet you? for i can no longer take the pain and suffering life has planned for me. -
these 2 days are by far the happiest two days i have had since last nov.
she called me on friday, and it was so great to hear her voice again. even though i dun know if she if doing well but i believe she is doing fine. well at least there's someone to take care of her now.
she asked me about a book which is believed to be in my place. i was quite sure i didn't see the book in my place but since her bro-in-law did mention he lent to me, which i realli have no recollection that i did borrowed from him.
i search my room and couldn't find the book.
but i did found lots of other stuffs. photos of us together, .... the bottle of 'wei zhi bao' her dad gave me when i had gastric the other time. when i look at the photos, i realised that i had let someone i love so much , slip away from me. and it hurts so much....
i e-mailed her to let her know that i couldn't find the book but i'll still continue to search for it and return to her should i find it. i patiently waited for her reply.
and she did replied. i was so happy! even though it was jus 2 sentence long, i felt as if the words were talking to me, that she was talking to me. and that i could see her.
i was very stupid. i signed off with "love always, feng"
am i givin her pressure? a great pressure that i'm still holding on?
little will she know that i still love her so much. and that how much, at this point in my life, i needed her. but haven't i caused enough hurt and pain to her? i myself dun know for sure if i would make it thru another day. why must i still do this to her?
today i went to a old classmate's father's funeral wake and deep down inside i felt very frightened for i know one day, soon, i would be jus like him, lyin inside the coffin.i was very quiet. i kept thinkin, if i ever die one day, i would not want her to be informed. i would want my friends to keep it to themselves as if nothing happen and as if i jus disappear. she would never know wat happened to me. perhaps to her, it's better that i leave quietly.
friday afternoon after i put down the phone, i went out to get the book. although i knew i didn't borrowed the book, but since my name was mentioned i felt it would be better if i got the book and return to her. i dun wish to cause any inconvience to her.
i got the book, went straight to the post office, mail the book to her.
i have tot of passin the book to her personally but i knew the sight of me would spoilt her day and perhaps the rest of her week. so i decided to mailed it to her.
today after i came back from the wake, i recieved her email again!!!
i was so happy. even though it was jus sentence, i still feel very happy. stupid me. i deserve this fate this outcome. -
channel 8 showing ghost movie.
brings back the past when we
used to watch ghost movies together.
but now, watchin it now makes me feel so alone. -
~ Without You ~
Kiss
As I sit here and think
about all that I'm missing
all that I'm missing
I've got everything that
I could ever ask for but you
all my past time is spent
wondering how you've been
wondering how you've been
but the more that you're on my mind
I'm just lonely and blue can't you see
Why can't you be with me to hold me tight?
Just being with you will make everything better and bright
I wanna have you by my side
you always make it right
And without you my heart starts to cry
How will I ever go on?
how will I stay strong?
Do you see without you, my soul dies
I stayed up all night
remembering what we had
remembering what we had
And I can't sleep a wink
cuz thinking of you makes me sad
yes you do
I can't seem to shake you off my mind
Just wanna go back in time to just press rewind
I wanna have you by my side
you always make it right
And without you my heart starts to cry
How will I ever go on?
how will I stay strong?
Do you see without you, my soul dies?
You're all that I want
you're all that I need
So why don't you come back baby please
I want to have you by my side
you always make it right
And without you my heart starts to cry
How will I ever go on?
how will I stay strong?
Do you see without you, my soul dies?
I wanna have you by my side
you always make it right
And without you my heart starts to cry
How will I ever go on?
how will I stay strong?
Do you see without you, my soul dies? -
~ Only Love ~
trademark
2 A.M. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're tellin me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can say -- try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough -- if we learn to trust
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last good-bye -
~ I'll Never Get Over You (Getting Over Me) ~
Exposé
I hear you're taking the town again
Havin' a good time with all your good-time friends
I don't think that you think of me
You're on your own now, and I'm alone and free ( am i? )
I know that I should get on with my life
But a life lived without you could never be right
As long as the stars shine down from the heavens,
Long as the rivers run to the sea,
I'll never get over you getting over me
I try to smile so the hurt won't show
Tell everybody I was glad to see you go
But the tears just won't go away (won't go away)
Loneliness found me, looks like it's here to stay
I know that I oughta find someone new
But all I find is myself always thinking of you
Oh, no matter what I do,
Each night's a lifetime to live through
I can't go on like this
I need your touch
You're the only one I've ever loved
Oh oh ah
And as long as the stars shine down from the heavens,
Long as the rivers run to the sea,
I'll never get over you getting over me
(I'll never get over you getting over)
Never get over you getting over
I'll never get over you getting over me -
~ Burn ~
Usher
I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to l
et it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We knew it been through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down
and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh
So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return -
wad happened? u sound so depressed...
sad over love?
-
yup i guess.
burning myself out.
qing gei wo quan shi jie de ji mo,everyday every night i am missing you.
wo yong yuan hui ji zhu
na pa shen meh duo mei you
bie wang le tai ping yang ling yi tuo you ge wo.... -
The One You Love
I know you need a friend, someone you can talk to
Who will understand what you're going through
When it comes to love, there's no easy answer
Only you can say what you're gonna do
I heard you on the phone, you took his number
Said you weren't alone, but you'd call him soon
Isn't he the guy, the guy who left you cryin'?
Isn't he the one who made you blue?
When you remember those nights in his arms
You know you gotta make up your mind
Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above
What you gonna say when he comes over?
There's no easy way to see this through
All the broken dreams, all the disappointment
Oh girl, what you gonna do?
Your heart keeps sayin' it's just not fair
But still you gotta make up your mind
Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above -
~ Forever ~
Westlife
IÂ’ll be loving you forever,
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart,
And tore it apart,
I would love you still, forever,
You are the sun,
You are my light,
And youÂ’re the last thing on my mind, before I go to sleep at night,
YouÂ’re always round,
When IÂ’m in need,
When troubles on my mind,
You put my soul at ease,
There is no one in this world,
Who can love me like you do,
That is the reason that I,
Wanna spend forever with you,
IÂ’ll be loving you forever,
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart,
And tore it apart,
I would love you still, forever,
WeÂ’ve had a fun,
WeÂ’ve made mistakes,
But whoÂ’d have guessed along that road, weÂ’d learn to give and take,
ItÂ’s so much more than I could have dreamed,
Cause youÂ’ve make loving you, so easy for me,
There is no one in this world,
Who can love me like you do,
That is the reason that I,
Wanna spend forever with you,
IÂ’ll be loving you forever,
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart,
And tore it apart,
I would love you still, forever,
And girl I pray you leave me, never,
Cause this is the world, where lovers often go astray,
But if we learn each other, we wonÂ’t go that way,
So put your doubts aside,
Do what it takes to make it right,
I love you, forever, no-one can tear us apart,
IÂ’ll be loving you forever, ( forever)
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart, ( took my heart girl)
And tore it apart, ( you tore it apart now)
I would love you still, forever,
And IÂ’ll be loving you forever, (forever)
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart, ( you took my heart girl)
And tore it apart, ( you tore it apart now)
I would love you still, forever,
IÂ’ll be loving you forever,
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart,
And tore it apart,
I would love you still, forever. -
hi ,
i miss her very much. i still love her so much.
but how am i gonna tell her i need her by my side when i dun even know if i can make it. sometimes fate has it's own special way of torturing people. recently someone else in the forum also has a medical condition. likewise for myself. onli dif is i've not told any one of my family abt it. and i intend to keep it tat way.
quite some time ago i doscovered that when i cough, i had this tremendous chest pain. dawn used to make a herbal tea 'pi pa ye' for me and it does relief some pain. as time passes by, i discovered i started to cough blood, thou jus a few drops.
took me quite a while b4 i pick up the courage to seek medical attention. so i went thru the blood tests, the x-rays. i was told abt a medical condition that would harden my lung if not taken care of properly.
took the advice, started quitting the bad habit. i find myself not smoking the whole day but when i did smoke, i could smoke non stop.
quit my job and life and luck started to go downhill from then.
i started shying away from friends. i find myself hiding one corner somewhere smoking the day away, crying away.
at this point in my life i feel like a total loser. which in fact is wat i am right now. i wanted to tell dawn how much i love her, how much i need her by my side now but she's alreadi married. for us, i felt that both of us had put in a lot a lot of love and effort to make things work and to come to this stage was a mistake and was something which we can't afford, or at least i can't afford.
i wasn't who she want. i wasn't someone she could be with for life. i wasn't the one. i wish i could tell her how much i love her, how much i need her . how much i wish i could hear her telling me that she would be by my side no matter wat happens in the future. whether or not if i could survive.
how i wish i could.... it has been so long but each and everyday i live in misery, cause i know it was me who make her leave me. it was me that created all these problems. perhaps after i start to recover, i would leave here.
wat am i supposed to do? dawn, i dun know if i still mean anything to you but i jus wanna let u know that u mean the whole world to me and that my love for u is still the same as 8 years ago, if not stronger. i would never wish to bring unhappiness to you, i would never force you. all i wish for a another chance to show u that i care and that i love you so much. pls do give us another chance. let us work things out dear.
can i have ur number. so if one day i had to leave, i can cal u up before i do so?
love always
hong -
foga,
i kinda understand ur feeling for dawn, as something similar too happened to you...
you are still much lucky than me by the fact that dawn still calls u. mine did not.
brace urself for what's going to come and face it bravely...
quitting smoking isn't that hard after all...and we all believe u can do it.
open a whole new page and chapter in your life and walk out form the valley of darkness...... -
so far that was the onli time she called me.
me lucky? if i indeed am lucky, i would not have gotten such disease. mos, i dun realli have the guts to face wat's comin at me. i'm always hiding and running away from it.Originally posted by Mospeada:foga,
i kinda understand ur feeling for dawn, as something similar too happened to you...
you are still much lucky than me by the fact that dawn still calls u. mine did not.
brace urself for what's going to come and face it bravely...
quitting smoking isn't that hard after all...and we all believe u can do it.
open a whole new page and chapter in your life and walk out form the valley of darkness...... -
All out of love?
-
~ All Out Of Love ~Originally posted by ziezoe:All out of love?
Air Supply
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do,
tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from these long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone...
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late
I know I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late
I know I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong -
Dude....I understand ur situations but should u not be doing something about it besides coming onto e forum n putting lyrics here?The point is if she frequents this forum than fine but if she doesn't?Do something about it dude...u know best wat u want n need to do so do it.....my support will be with u...all e best.
-
Siao...liao...
im going to kick u if u dun stop ur rubbish..
ahahahah....
get a life. go lup sup bar..
super lot of chio bu there.
-
she knows not of this place.
man i'm sick, i mean realli sick physically.
and according to a close friend, she got married.
i am in no position to ask for anything now.Originally posted by harryryan:Dude....I understand ur situations but should u not be doing something about it besides coming onto e forum n putting lyrics here?The point is if she frequents this forum than fine but if she doesn't?Do something about it dude...u know best wat u want n need to do so do it.....my support will be with u...all e best.