if u get there b4 i do.... love, mi ~foga~
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this is a place where i can reveal my feelings i had for dawn.
no one understand, my friends they dun.
i'll give up my friends. dawn need them more than i do.
selfish? perhaps. -
~Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you~ -
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thanks pat , for dropping by.
for me, i've been hiding, tryin very hard not to thnk of her. but sometimes the feeling jus hit you when u least expected it. i had stop going to places where we used to go for the fear of bumpin into her. or perhaps seeing her and her new bf.
i used to think i was a very strong man. i used to think that i'm strong enough to withstand any hardships in life.
jus one knock, pat u know, i was hit very hard. i know deep down i would never be the same person again. and from that knock, i started to lose faith and confidence in myself. perhaps i was weak alll along. -
dawn, where are you. i love you so much but i know you have moved on and i should too. but why am i hurting so much. i dun really know how to move on.
..... perhaps i really can't....
i really love you dawn.
love,
me (foga) -
hey, cheer up pal.. dun be so sad..
altho me dunno u, me see liao oso very upset..
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u still haf to get on with your life no matter what.. how do you expect others not to give up on you when you have given up on yourself? haiii. love can bring happiness to someone's life and can also cause heart breaks.. cheer up..Originally posted by foga:thanks pat , for dropping by.
for me, i've been hiding, tryin very hard not to thnk of her. but sometimes the feeling jus hit you when u least expected it. i had stop going to places where we used to go for the fear of bumpin into her. or perhaps seeing her and her new bf.
i used to think i was a very strong man. i used to think that i'm strong enough to withstand any hardships in life.
jus one knock, pat u know, i was hit very hard. i know deep down i would never be the same person again. and from that knock, i started to lose faith and confidence in myself. perhaps i was weak alll along.
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thanks S!ndy,
true, i have already gave up on myself long long time ago.
ni zhu shen xian, bu neng zhi ba.
the harder i fight back, the deeper i fall back into this swamp.
i have lost everything the day i lost her.
no because she took everything away, but because i choose to give it up.
that's why now sgboy would understand why i'm always online these days. because i feel like a person when i'm here, in cyberspace, if not i'll be feeling like i'm lost in outerspace.Originally posted by S!ndy:hey, cheer up pal.. dun be so sad..
altho me dunno u, me see liao oso very upset.. -
i felt really sorry for you.. cos i understand how u feel..Originally posted by foga:thanks S!ndy,
true, i have already gave up on myself long long time ago.
ni zhu shen xian, bu neng zhi ba.
the harder i fight back, the deeper i fall back into this swamp.
i have lost everything the day i lost her.
no because she took everything away, but because i choose to give it up.
that's why now sgboy would understand why i'm always online these days. because i feel like a person when i'm here, in cyberspace, if not i'll be feeling like i'm lost in outerspace.
i noe it hurts.. but it takes time for heart to heal..
it's not easy.. but u mus overcome it..
it's really terrible when you lik someone but can't be with dat person.. it's lik.. so near yet so far..
it really hurts alot.. but u stil haf to move on with your life.. give yourself a chance.. n oso give others a chance..
i dunno how to console u.. cos i'm not very good with my words.. jus hope dat u'll feel better..
>hugs foga -
i love her so much.
i want to give her everything.
i dreamt of the day we'll get married and have kids of our own.
i dream of havin a family with dawn, a family to fall back to at the end of the day.
i know u meant well.
i've tried to open my heart but each time i try to get into a relationship, i find myself falling deeply into my own secluded world. i can't love anyone the way i love her. i can't give anyone else my heart cause dawn has taken mine away.
i cannot be selfish and disappoint anyone else, i can't hang on to this love i have for dawn for it would hurt her even more.
the only choice for mi is to treat myself badly. i can only disappoint myself.Originally posted by S!ndy:i felt really sorry for you.. cos i understand how u feel..
i noe it hurts.. but it takes time for heart to heal..
it's not easy.. but u mus overcome it..
it's really terrible when you lik someone but can't be with dat person.. it's lik.. so near yet so far..
it really hurts alot.. but u stil haf to move on with your life.. give yourself a chance.. n oso give others a chance..
i dunno how to console u.. cos i'm not very good with my words.. jus hope dat u'll feel better..
>hugs foga -
i love her so much.
i want to give her everything.
i dreamt of the day we'll get married and have kids of our own.
i dream of havin a family with dawn, a family to fall back to at the end of the day.
i know u meant well.
i've tried to open my heart but each time i try to get into a relationship, i find myself falling deeply into my own secluded world. i can't love anyone the way i love her. i can't give anyone else my heart cause dawn has taken mine away.
i cannot be selfish and disappoint anyone else, i can't hang on to this love i have for dawn for it would hurt her even more.
the only choice for mi is to treat myself badly. i can only disappoint myself.Originally posted by S!ndy:i felt really sorry for you.. cos i understand how u feel..
i noe it hurts.. but it takes time for heart to heal..
it's not easy.. but u mus overcome it..
it's really terrible when you lik someone but can't be with dat person.. it's lik.. so near yet so far..
it really hurts alot.. but u stil haf to move on with your life.. give yourself a chance.. n oso give others a chance..
i dunno how to console u.. cos i'm not very good with my words.. jus hope dat u'll feel better..
>hugs foga -
haii. maybe u're rite too.. but i do hope u won't treat yourself badly.. cos i dun tink it'll do u any good by treating yourself badly..Originally posted by foga:i love her so much.
i want to give her everything.
i dreamt of the day we'll get married and have kids of our own.
i dream of havin a family with dawn, a family to fall back to at the end of the day.
i know u meant well.
i've tried to open my heart but each time i try to get into a relationship, i find myself falling deeply into my own secluded world. i can't love anyone the way i love her. i can't give anyone else my heart cause dawn has taken mine away.
i cannot be selfish and disappoint anyone else, i can't hang on to this love i have for dawn for it would hurt her even more.
the only choice for mi is to treat myself badly. i can only disappoint myself.
maybe u can try to do sth else to occupy yourself so that u won't think so much of this matter? -
drinkin. well like the saying jie jui xiao chou, chou geng chou. but at least it give me the few hours of good rest. another way is to come here and find people to chat.Originally posted by S!ndy:haii. maybe u're rite too.. but i do hope u won't treat yourself badly.. cos i dun tink it'll do u any good by treating yourself badly..
maybe u can try to do sth else to occupy yourself so that u won't think so much of this matter? -
*pat pat*
do you need a shoulder to cry on?
Why dun you win her back? -
i onli need her's.
but since a long time ago, i'm learning to cry alone.
i've tried but, i'm no longer the one she loves.Originally posted by donjng:*pat pat*
do you need a shoulder to cry on?
Why dun you win her back? -
then, its time to move on...
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i'm moving on.... but wat's the point when i am moving on but my heart stays at the same place where she left me.Originally posted by donjng:then, its time to move on...
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Change yourself for the better, then, try winning her back!
Show her, that you have change for the better, not the worst!
Show her, that you have realised your folly, which made her leave!
Separation, doesn't mean anything, as long as both of you are still alive, nothing is impossible! -
i was a firm believer of that.
the reason why i can't is perhaps because i'm not the man she truely loves. deep down inside both of us we all know.
but i hope she doesn't know how much i love her.
perhaps i dun even love her at all.Originally posted by donjng:Change yourself for the better, then, try winning her back!
Show her, that you have change for the better, not the worst!
Show her, that you have realised your folly, which made her leave!
Separation, doesn't mean anything, as long as both of you are still alive, nothing is impossible! -
only you yourself, knows how much you love her...
why would you be in such agony if you dun love her at all? Guilty won't lead you to so much misery...
If denial makes you feel better, by all means! It is sometimes, a good way to heal oneself too.... -
When Can I See You Again Babyface
When can my heart beat again?
When does the pain ever end?
When do the tears stop from running over?
When does "You'll get over it" begin?I hear what you're saying,
But I swear that it's not making sense.
So when can I see you...
When can I see you again?
When can my heart beat again?
When can I see you again, babe?
When can I breathe once again?
And when can I see you...
When does my "Someday" begin?
When I'll find someone again.
And what if I still am not truly over?
What am I supposed to do then, baby, baby...?
Do you see what I'm saying,
Even if, if it's not making sense?
So when can I see you...
When can I see you again, babe, yeah?
When can my heart beat again, yeah?
When can I see you again, yeah, babe?
And when can I breathe once again?
And when can I see you...again?
Yeah, baby,
Please hear what I'm saying,
Even if, if it's not making sense, baby.
So when can I see you again?
When can I see you again, yeah, yeah?
Can my heart beat again, baby, yeah?
When can I see you again, babe?
And when can I breathe once again, yeah?
And when can I see you, yeah, again.
Wanna see you again,
Again... -
ta hen hao ta duo hao
zhe zie wo bing bu xu yao zhi dao
cai nen wang dao duo kwang ye de yong bao
zhe hui yi ta ye gei bu dao
ta duo hao he wo bu tong de hao
zhui huo shi shui bu zong yao
yin wei wo zhi dao
ai qin bu nen zuo bi jiao -
Right Here Waiting
Richard Marx
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
~dawn~
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
oh, can't you see it baby
you've got me goin crazy
~dawn~
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Waiting for you
