Originally posted by foga:
november 2003,
i lost a lady who i love deeply. we broke off. even though it wasn't my choice, i must admit i wasn't the guy that she want, the guy that she longed for. i made mistakes, my mistakes was to hold her too close to my heart, forgetting she needs her own space as well.
dawn is the most beautiful lady in my heart. I can never love anyone as much as i loved dawn. her health isn't that good... gastric and headaches. her well being is always on my mind.... dawn do you still remember quite some time ago , we went for a movie at orchard cine leisure? save the last dance . after that you start to have gastric pains? dear , you would have no idea how worried i was for you. i made u wait at the seats out side orchard emerald while i ran all over looking for medications for your gastric pain.
remember the time you were admitted to SGH for an operation? i've never felt such pain in my heart until you tell me the nurse wanted to give you a jab and that she had did a very bad job. dawn you cried and it really broke my heart to see you in such pain.
i know i did a lot a lot of things that broke your heart too and i know how hurt you must have felt. all i want to say was that i really love you as deeply as before and that i need you more than ever. many a times i tried to get over you but everynight before i sleep , mymin would be filled with images of us together and the images of me making you hurt. maybe i deserve this , and no doubt u deserve a better man. but der, if you do still feel that this man here deserve another chance, please give me a sign. i emailed you but u have not replied, u changed your handphone number. pls give us another chance dawn. anyone who knows dawn, pls tell her hong, is still in love, deeply in love, with her. thanks.
